Who Am I?

exactafuckinmundo!

I dont give a fuck about a modeling contest, you arent hot.
and person number 2. i really hope that person number one breaks your heart.

i'm over this.  get your shit together.. 

I FUCKING DROPPED MY CELLPHONE....IN A STORM DRAIN!

THAT FUCKING STORM DRAIN JUST COST ME 150 DOLLARS!

I HATE STORM DRAINS.

cant fucking believe this day..seriously cant fucking believe this day..

I just hate the connection i have to cell phones.

THIS WILL FUCKING BE THE LAST CELL PHONE I GET FUCK FUCK FUCK ARGHSHTHSHHTA;LKJGALKWHETGHHFUCKKKKK

I fucking dropped my phone in a fucking storm drain.
END OF STORY. 

Not that much is done.
In typical Daniels family fashion,  Tomorrow at around 11AM to Saturday at 3pm is going to be hell on earth.
If I could get the shit fixed. I'd A fix it right. and B. do it before Friday January 2nd.
Two great feelings. currently.
1. I'm bout to get paid tomorrow.
2.  My mother goes back to work in 4 days. (a break is needed)
My last semester begins in 10 days.  It might be a change to not fuck it up like I normally do.  I probably should not fail.  And I probably should learn how to not cause myself an overly dramatic free for all of emotions that occur normally during second semester.  Usually around valentines day.  Life is not that bad, at least my life isnt.  Aside from the typical problems that I tend to face every year.   Come may, i'll probably be more sad then anything else.  Have to fight my mom even more to get out of her little grasp o life.  Goal between now and August is to move to chicago.  I lke chicago.  for the fact that it isnt michigan.  and for the fact that My life could actually start up when i get there.  Thats exciting and maybe refreshing.

You ever meet a cool girl that your attracted to but the most you could ever want is to know that she's your friend?  Its a nice feeling. strangely different then anyone else hmm.

I think i'm growing up.  Its a refreshing thought to have a good friend hmm?

alright kids. I'mout..byeee

I along with a billion other people i guess around the world woke up to a dead zune. :(
microsoft. I'm rootin for you. why must you disappoint me?

Yes I am one of those people that lives to hear music all the time.
and yes, without my quite expensive mp3 player, I can not do this.
blah.

So one day I sat right down
and thought up a way to stop the frown
that's stuck on your face but hey thats coo
i guess i'm still just better than you...hahaha

k now that I got that part aside here we go.  I know its been a long time since i've written in here, I'm pretty sure this may be the first time i've posted something legit. but thats okay.  So, is there a reason why people were brought on this earth just to piss people off? For example. Angry lady that I had to ring up her shit at TSA on friday (it was friday i think..mighta been saturday)...what was her point on this earth?  I'm not one to get angry that much (and some people believe that i hsould be angry more often haha) but damn, did she think i'd care if she was pissed?  I assume so.  But man, people most definitely are incorrect these days.  Now. I am brought on this earth to be a strong human.  Maybe a little bitchy, but you gotta bitch some people out sometimes to get your point across.   Why are people so angry sometimes?  I'm gonna propose that there are other people this world that basically just set out to piss people off. 


Now I'm no fool.  When I get back to barnes hall in january, there are gonna have to be some changes taking place.  I can only handle so much bitchassness (yep i said it) from people.  (edited out cuz i dont feel like dealing with bs haha)

What is leadership? 

that is all :)

p.s. my mood little thingie is lame as shit.

How many years has it been since i wrote in this thing?
Okay. so for reference. there are some people in the world that dont deserve to speak haha.
okie :)

I'm not pulling a phil graham (was that his name?)  I'm not talking about the economy. I'm really not talking about important issues such as those issues that are surfacing in the eleciton. I'm more talking aobut personal bullshit :)

Consider the following.

Person A: the depressed, confused, overly annoying excuse of a man (or) woman...Trying the whole anti-establishment thing, not because they may feel they have a point, more because they just feel like bitching.  The one (or so) point that my mother is so right about is. a grand majority of the issues that many people face these days are only compounded by a rediculous amount of BITCHING.  or in diddy's terms, BITCHASSNESS.  why is there so much complete nonsense circling around centrals campus? better yet, why the hell do i care? haha, in other news, i'm gonna go strangle the neighbor who decides they want to play the most overplayed music alive.


and..i'm dr. love (yep, wanted to get rid of all credibility i had in this post.

love you kids.

this is the first post of 2008. Yet I still apparently have a crush from 2007.
You still somehow do what you did to me when i first met you...and i dont understand how or why. I'm so above it, I'm SO above it, but its still stuck in the back of my head. I want to reach out and just grab you, kiss you, whatever, but no matter what i want to do, I cant do it, I literally cant do it.  What else am i supposed to do..

just get over it right...

easy life back then huh?  but thats what's enjoyable about life now.  there's more meaning to it.  Does that mean I'm gonna fall into a land of despair because I'm searching for something more? no, it means I'm staring the greatest and most wonderful challenge in the face, and although its gonna be hard, I'm ready, and I'm happy that I'm gonna take it on.

luvs?  Chelsea I miss ya.  hope you been throwin down madea-style :)

Schools going well, I'm tired, but that comes with the territory, classes are good, and what chelsea doesnt know is that i heard her first day lecture.  I was proud :).

I forget what time i heard it but I listened outside it was lovely.

good job :)

Tired.

Did anyone really think i'd be gone from LJ that long?
......Not when I dont have a job.  Anyways, you learn a lot from your family.  Basically, how not to be sexually confused stark-raving lunatics.  No, you learn that from your friends...no wait, dah, nevermind.  Your best friend calls you a fucking n****, you realize you've made a HUGE mistake in choosing your friends.  You become better friends with your best friends jilted (wait no. LUNATIC) boyfriend, than you are with your best friend. I've made more mistakes in the past oh, 6 months (we start with valentines day) then perhaps ever.  Terrible, such a mess.  I'm only the person who begins to solve the problems caused in my life.  There have been many.  But you know what, times will change.  (wait, didnt I say that before?)  now, its do or die.


do, or die. 

grand.

"never get pushed over....by a white person"

I've fallen into a race battle that I wonder if I even want to fight anymore.   The people in my life have done more racist crap to me than I could have ever imagined.  I'm more lost now than I think that I could ever be.

But its time to find myself, its time to understand who my true friends are.

p.s., chelsea, I need that smith n wesson...right about now.

GLBLHALERKACH!!!!


I do not know what that even means.  Thank you very much, and have a nice day.

dont want to leave chicago..:(

This trip made me so happy.

I hope it continues when we return :)

I know it will.

I'm happy.